mccutch

mccutch

Jun
17

do you see it now?

upon reflection, the times we get into the biggest messes are times when we are so zoomed in we lose
Jun
09

i'm struggling

with the words to tell you but perhaps that's the problem these feelings can never be words that
1 min read
May
16

it's never just coffee

waking in the morning to a shifting life new thoughts and feelings between the person we fell asleep with and
1 min read
May
14

pay attention

there's a kind of fear that you get when there's turbulence on a flight. but what
1 min read
May
13

daily prescription

the first moment you wake up there will be thoughts already in your mind like a conversation that you are
1 min read
Apr
29

letting go, running away

the present moment is a mantra one says when one is walking down the street trying to escape the past
Apr
17

all the pretty things

so much fear. too many drugs. too many nights where I couldn't be alone so I abandoned myself.
1 min read
Apr
17

morning breakfast

i woke up swimming in the past. the thoughts of her, and the pain I caused her, forming in my
1 min read
Apr
16

the best years of my life were not moments in life

the best years of my life, so far, have all been in my 40's though many of the
Apr
09

a note to my younger self