mccutch

mccutch

May
16
it's never just coffee

it's never just coffee

waking in the morning to a shifting life new thoughts and feelings between the person we fell asleep with and
1 min read
May
14

pay attention

there's a kind of fear that you get when there's turbulence on a flight. but what
1 min read
May
13
daily prescription

daily prescription

the first moment you wake up there will be thoughts already in your mind like a conversation that you are
1 min read
Apr
29
letting go, running away

letting go, running away

the present moment is a mantra one says when one is walking down the street trying to escape the past
Apr
17

all the pretty things

so much fear. too many drugs. too many nights where I couldn't be alone so I abandoned myself.
1 min read
Apr
17

morning breakfast

i woke up swimming in the past. the thoughts of her, and the pain I caused her, forming in my
1 min read
Apr
16

the best years of my life were not moments in life

the best years of my life, so far, have all been in my 40's though many of the
Apr
09

a note to my younger self

Apr
02
life is weird when you don't know what you're doing

life is weird when you don't know what you're doing

when we're younger there are so many things we know but don't understand yet. (one way
3 min read
Mar
19
thoughts at 2 a.m.

thoughts at 2 a.m.

the lights from the neighbors back porch peak through my curtains brightly. i roll over. a 2-hour 34 minute video
1 min read